I cant have sexx and i have tried for so long and idk what to do but i need help please help me someoneee!! ):?

it sounds like you are not fully comfortable with your boyfriend and shouldn't be having sex with him. at the very least you should be very trusting of your partner. If you are fully comfortable with him and feel you are actually ready for sex you possibly could just need lube which you can buy pretty much anywhere. and if you have been trying to force sex that could have messed up your downstairs. you prob should wait til you are healed to try again.